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Name: Carolyn
Birthday: 12/8/1988


Interests: .Music. Movies. Friends. Conversations. Love. Life. Kisses. Hearts. Poetry. Walks. Parks. Leaves. Smiles. Eyes. Tears. Romance.
Expertise: .Making people laugh. Debating people. Trying to please everyone. House Parties(you know how I do).
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Hospitality


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Member Since: 11/6/2003

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

hallelujah...

So, right now I have the song "hallelujah" by Jeff Buckley on repeat. Everyone has heard the song once in their life I'll bet. Any person who saw the movie Shrek has heard it. I just began listening to Jeff Buckley. My roommate Mansi is obsessed with him so I wanted to see what the big deal with him was. All I have to say about him is: Woah, what a voice. His voice makes me feel like I am falling in love. It is soothing yet harsh and beautiful yet flawed. This song puzzled me until I recently reread the Bible for one of my classes. I realize it's influenced by David's (David and Goliath) treacherous tale involving him seeing a woman(Bathsheba) bathing from a roof, making love to her, impregnating her, and then sending her husband off to die in war. It's amazing how songs come to be. But, I am more interested in discussing David's story. David, who was seen in God's eyes as the perfect King, and yet, he still has a tragic flaw and makes a great mistake. I find comfort in the idea that all people have one flaw, and only the great ones do not let that flaw hinder them to becoming all they can be -- achieving all they deserve. Well, I don't know if I will let my tragic flaw hinder me, I am not even sure I know what my flaw is yet. But anyway, their is my daily slice of knowledge...

<3 C.Metz

p.s. - I don't like p.s.'s or mono.


Saturday, February 10, 2007

another year gone...

Woah, so my first weblog entry in a year. NYU is fabulous. I love the people and I love the atmosphere. I know this sounds cliche but there is no place like the city. I didn't take advantage of it as much as I should have back in High School. There is so much that you can do in this wonderful city. I learn something useful, interesting, and surprising every day when I am here.
College has been one great fun learning experience so far. I have learned so much about myself these past few months. I like it. I have also feel myself growing up and getting more responsible. I was always a responsible girl but still a little reckless at times, everyone is at some time or another.
So anywho, I am going to start updating this thing more often now.
<3 carolyn


Monday, January 09, 2006

I hate life sometimes. I love how I always get underhanded by everyone I know. I feel like I was robbed. I hate people, espescially people who are supposedly my friends and act like assholes.


I am awesome. That is all you need to know about me.

I started to write a book, then I read it.

I have a new love for Mitch Hedberg.

My road test is on the 19th.

Regents week is going to be awesome.


Saturday, December 10, 2005

I am officially 17. Wow, my sixteenth year went fast. I didn't accomplish half the things I wanted too, and I have many regrets; Granted, regrets are a waste of time, but I still have them. Well, what is done is done. My road test is scheduled for Januaray 19th. IF I pass (and that is a BIG IF) I will be driving January 30th. I can't wait.

I am getting my car so soo soon. I'm going to be in something hot. Everyone will be watching as a roll up. HAH

I can't wait until Christmas. I just want to see everyone I miss so much. I want to have a party soon. =)

Well, enough with the boring stuff...

Do you believe that love never fades? I really do. I mean from personal experience, once you love someone, you will never stop. But when is love love? Can you love someone when they don't love you back, or is that just infatuation? Or is true love when two people feel the same way about each other? I really don't even believe that love is real sometimes. It depresses me, sincerely.

I am going to be in an off broadway play believe it or not. Small part, nothing big, but it's still awesomely exciting. Once I get all the info, I tell all people who I think would be interested in seeing it about it

Goodnight lovely people,

Carolyn



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